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Right, that week.

[No comment from Daniel on how that went for him. Profoundly weirdly, mainly.]

Honestly? I don't think that's the worst way you could go. It'll set expectations from the start and open an honest conversation. It might be weird, but weird isn't bad.

I might, then. Just. I think if he was like, hmm, maybe not, over that, at this stage, it would probably hurt less than if it happened later.

I think I might just. Be. Um. Ready.

[Ready for what? Well, to move past Eliot, but he's not ready to say it out loud. That's gonna be part of the process. For now, just...ready.]

That makes sense.

[Aw, Q. Daniel is... jealous? A bit.]

Brilliant. Go at whatever pace you feel comfortable with.

[Probably not a cause for jealousy. It's not that Quentin will ever really move past Eliot, that's not an option. But he at least wants to, in the words he's used before, be a person without him.]

I don't know. We'll see.

I said to someone awhile ago that it's not like anything I could do here would stick, vis-a-vis depression, so. Something has to change.

[Daniel is tempted to point out that the time Q is here is time he's experiencing so if he wants to do something about his depression it's as good a time as any, but he's not sure this is the discussion for that. He'll stay in his lane.]

I'm rooting for you. I really hope that he's good for you and you have a great time.

[Very cute that Daniel thinks he meant positive things.]

Thank you. And thanks for just, you know. Listening. Being on my side, I guess.

[HE WOULD PREFER TO THINK THAT YES.]

You know I'm here for you anytime you need.

Um. There is actually.

I can't. Um. Well. [huff.] You remember the...thing that me and Eliot got from you, yeah?

Yeah, I remember.

[If Quentin can't say the word collar, Daniel won't say it either. He'll let him get through this at his own pace.]

[Well, this time it's more of an embarrassment thing than a grief thing, but you know. Quentin's neuroses are many and varied.]

Um. I was thinking maybe, um. Could you maybe. Hold it for me? I just, I don't...I keep telling myself to just get rid of it? Or to keep it to use in like, a different way? And I can't...seem to do either of those things and I don't feel like I should just be letting it sit in my room so. Um. I thought maybe if someone had it then I would feel less, like, pressure. To act.

Yeah, sure, of course. I'd be happy to hold onto it for you. I'll keep it safe.

[He's got so much storage space now that he has his own house. No need to worry about overcrowding.]

Okay. Um, I'll bring it by tonight or tomorrow.

[He's gonna have to have a cry about it first but that's pretty standard procedure for him right now.]

Sure. I'll be at the club tonight so you can stop by there or come by the house tomorrow.

Okay. Um, I'll let you go for now, then.

Sure. See you soon.

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