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Daniel Larkin ([personal profile] extinguishment) wrote2019-07-17 04:01 pm
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[personal profile] proofofconcept 2020-10-21 12:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Anywhere but Staxx? I could use hangover food.
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[personal profile] proofofconcept 2020-10-21 12:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Okay, cool. Sounds good. See you.
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[personal profile] proofofconcept 2020-10-21 12:37 pm (UTC)(link)
As if Quentin needed to be any more ridiculous, he stumbled into the diner, tripping over the threshold. He rubbed the heel of one hand into his eye, wearing a long-sleeved t-shirt whose sleeves were a little too long for him. He was directed to the booth and gave Daniel a slightly awkward nod as he slid in.
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[personal profile] proofofconcept 2020-10-21 12:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Quentin nodded, looking at the menu and trying not to think of the last time he'd sat in Staxx in need of disgusting diner food. The hangover hadn't been from alcohol, but from the fuck tent and getting overwhelmed and sleeping for thirteen hours, and the man on the other side of the table had been Eliot, laying his heart bare and asking if Quentin would take it.

He swallowed a lump and tried to focus. "Yes, thanks, sorry. I'm still..." He made a gesture that didn't mean anything.
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[personal profile] proofofconcept 2020-10-21 12:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Quentin asked for apple juice and pointed to a picture on the menu, to which the orc nodded and took the menu from him, leaving them.

"Um, so, we came here to...talk," Quentin said, dumping sugar in his own coffee.
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[personal profile] proofofconcept 2020-10-21 12:56 pm (UTC)(link)
"Oh."

So the thing about Quentin was that he was too olive to really blush in a remotely attractive way. There was no fetching dusting of pink or gentle flushing here -- his cheeks just went super red, in the blotchiest, ugliest way possible.

"Um, that. Is." Quentin just nodded. "Um, I'm not, um, super experienced? With the non-vanilla stuff? I mean, most of what I know at this point I learned from..." He trailed off and looked down at his coffee.
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[personal profile] proofofconcept 2020-10-21 01:08 pm (UTC)(link)
I like Eliot came unbidden to his mind and Quentin tried to ignore it. It was ridiculous, Eliot would be back, right, and it was pretty fucking rude to keep pining when another man was sitting in front of him wanting to fuck him. He did his best to focus up.

"I like...um, impact play? I like...things...in my mouth," he said, blush deepening. "Being tied up is nice, but not, like, crazy good on its own. I guess that's true of impact play too, actually. It's nice as an add-on. Um, being held down, just like, with your hands is way better than tying."
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[personal profile] proofofconcept 2020-10-24 05:10 am (UTC)(link)
Quentin, predictably, turned deep red again at the compliment.

"Um, yeah, that's good," he said, nodding. "I like...waiting? But not, like, giving it up entirely, there has to be an end point. And I think I'm into, like...doing things that feel good but won't be enough? Like, teasing? That's good.

"Oh! Um, important. If I get really, like, um...well, I don't really know the words I'm looking for here, but, if it's really intense I can't talk anymore? English just..." He made a motion like something flittering away from his head, whistling as it went.
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[personal profile] proofofconcept 2020-10-27 01:30 am (UTC)(link)
"Um..." Quentin scratched his chin, looking intensely thoughtful. "I think...it's better if attention is on me? I haven't really tried being totally or mostly ignored for anything, it's always been like...like, playing with me, or...you know, with my dick or whatever, just not enough to get me off. That's what I've been into."

He paused as the orc came with his juice, giving them a brief smile and unwrapping the straw. "I guess ultimately like, I want to turn my brain off?" he said, dropping the straw into the glass. "If I'm quiet and/or alone that's...me being left alone with my thoughts, which is the opposite of that."
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[personal profile] proofofconcept 2020-10-27 01:47 am (UTC)(link)
Quentin started drinking his juice with the straw as Daniel spoke, eyes on him and listening attentively, completely oblivious to what he was doing. He nodded and finally let it go at the last part.

"That...sounds really nice," he admitted, unaccountably embarrassed about it, looking down at his juice (which he'd chugged a good portion of). "I think that's, um...well, I swear I'm not really dwelling on him but I think part of why I'm...freaking out so much at Eliot not being here is that, um, he's good at...getting me to that space and the prospect of living without a...a break like that is..." He trailed off and shook his head, looking down.
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[personal profile] proofofconcept 2020-10-27 02:10 am (UTC)(link)
Quentin thought about it again, about what Eliot did other than just be himself. "Um, this is weird but call me Q instead of Quentin? I don't know, the nickname just..." He shrugged. "Or other things that aren't my name. Sweetheart or whatever, maybe."

A dark thought flitted through that Eliot had probably developed that "baby boy" habit so he didn't say wrong names in bed, but he pushed it away, annoyed. "Generally be, like, nice? Instead of mean? Don't make fun of me, give me time if I'm struggling with something. Ummm...helping me stay relaxed is good. Telling me what to expect next helps with that, so I can't, like, freak out wondering if I'm missing a cue or doing the right thing."
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[personal profile] proofofconcept 2020-10-27 02:29 am (UTC)(link)
Quentin nodded. "I guess this is, uh, probably true for anyone but a lot of it just comes with time. I'll...you know, try my best, but um, I won't be that surprised if I just...can't, at first." Bitterly fucking disappointed? Yes. Surprised? Not especially. "It may take a couple tries for me to, you know, trust that nothing bad is gonna happen, you know?"
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[personal profile] proofofconcept 2020-10-27 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
Quentin felt his shoulders relax a little, when he hadn't even realized he was holding them up, and he nodded. It helped to hear that Daniel wouldn't be mad at him if he couldn't.

The last part startled a laugh out of him. "I mean, it can be," he said, corners of his mouth turned up in this little smile. "I'm sure there'll be plenty of both. Taking things and coming." He didn't make it through without a bit of a blush, but he was still smiling.